Well I'm definitely not thrilled with the scale today but I was thrilled with how lose my uniform is today. After being on holidays for 10 days my uniform is almost too big...........and yet the scale is up two lbs to 215 lb! Frustrating to say the least. I weighed many times on it so I'm not sure if it's the scale or just bad fluid retention today. If anything it's taught me to not pay so much attention to the scale. It has not weakened my resolve. I'm there for the long haul this time. I don't care how long it takes me ..........well, not quite true, but the goal is to continue to eat the way I am for the rest of my life as it's a comfortable feeling to not over eat. I will weigh at the hospital when I get to work today as a guide to weather my scale is working properly or not.

It's a rainy Monday morning here. I've been thinking about this blog and whether I really want to continue it. I'm not sure if this is where I want to do my journalling. Yesterday in fact I decided I wouldn't but as of today I haven't made up my mind so hence I've added this new post. I'm thinking I should move over to fitday forums and give that a try where everyone has the same goal. Hmmm, what to do, what to do??